My Heart cant Maintain the Pain

Hello reader,

im back aqain with another blog... so i thought about it, and i decided to post a little something i wrote.

enjoy .

My Heart cant Maintain the Pain

i dont even know what happen to 'us'.

i remember you was once the qirl i could TRUST...

that type of love, wasnt mistaken for Lust....

me and you ? qirl, that was a Must !

i wish we can go back in the past,

so i can do whatever in my power to make us LAST...

i think of everthing we did, and how we had such a blast..

damn i wish we can just go back, but times movinq forward too fast,

but in my heart, forver it shall last..

dont think i had ever forgotten you, cus till this day, in my mind you still remain...

no matter how hard i try, i just cant restrain

your LOVE is just want i want to re-gain

but take it easy qirl, i will take the blame.

i honesly miss you, and wanna run, hug and kiss you

i remember you and i was just so blissfuL

but being in this relationship qirl, is just too riskfuL

my heart cant maintain the pain

after all this rain, i stood soo tall

even though every now and then i may fall

but i know i will be okay after all

its really a shame how we turned out to be

it hurts in Fact, cus i truly believed we was ment to be

my love for you was deeper than the blue sea

we know we coulda made it bigger than the trees

you and i both know, thats how it should really be

i relax & sit & think

how could this be ?

im use to you being right beside me

waking up in the morning to your beautifuL face

stareing into your eyes, was such a peacefuL place

all these memories could never be replaced

and no matta how hard i try, they could never be erased.

-signed. Mariah Ashlee

Photos of MyPast

something i made a while back.

Okay ; soo all that uve seen/read above was done by a STRONGbeautiful annoying liloo 16 yrOLD girl named mariah ashlee decosta. Ihts something she actually worked hard on and posted on her website. she asked me to look aht iht, im usually mean buht i desided not to be .. wasnt enything i would of excepted. HONESTLY, ithought iht was gunna be an entriee of truth that was gunna make me upset.

& believe iht or not, iht landed up beginning something that means aLot to me.

just as much as iht means to her ..

lilo fucker always finds a way to get me talking to her

ugh ihf she wasnt in texas i would strangle her .

ughhhhhhhhhhh TEXAS. i fucking hate you ; i hope you fall off the map

buht enyways .. i forgot whhat i was gunna say.

oo oo ohh yeah, after seeing that i asked her to logg into mine & post iht here.

M DeCosta: finished babyqirl

M DeCosta: go take a peek

K Caban: okaay hangg on i was playing wf de previous one

M DeCosta: kk babe.

M DeCosta: BREAKING NEWS

M DeCosta: iloveyouxO719O8

K Caban: lmfaoo stupid .

i would like to share iht with my readers

iht may make some people sick, angery, laugh, smile

who knows?

you deff. noe someones probly gunna try & do something to make me madd or get back at me fo this since iht has to do wf an ex buht you know what .. OH WELL.

maturity needed much?

iht wasnt done on purpose, although i dont need to explain myself.

buht you know something, iht happens to be the BEST thing ive seen in such a long time that i know came from the heart

Mariah Ashlee Decosta, i want you to know .. i appreciate this more than enything :-*

M DeCosta: awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

M DeCosta: i just got done readinq that as soon as you wrote to me; i was on the last word

M DeCosta: :') thank you soo much

M DeCosta: i fuckinq love you

M DeCosta: although i dnt like the ' texas fall off the map part' lmfao cus then i would be OUTTA HEA

M DeCosta: but that was cute, i was dyinq

M DeCosta: but thank you, i feel appricated

M DeCosta: that was soo cute....

K Caban: lmfaooo. i was soo thinking about that when i rote that

K Caban: im like buht wait.. dat means riah will fall off

K  Caban: shruggs shoulders .. o well :D

  M DeCosta (2:09:36 AM): lfmaoooooooooooooooooooooo

M DeCosta (2:09:41 AM): YOU FUCKIN LILO BITCH

M DeCosta(2:09:47 AM): thats soo messed up

M DeCosta (2:09:49 AM): makes me sad

M DeCosta (2:09:55 AM): SAY SORRY

M DeCosta (2:09:59 AM): i mean it !

K Caban (2:17:15 AM): sorry........................

i was editing my entry LMFAO ! 

 

 

omg! WDF? YOU KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS??

ihf texas falls off de MAP ............. RIAH DOES TOO !!

MOMENT OF SILENCE ..

SHOCKED MOMENT ..

BUSTS OUT LAUGHING ..

LMFAO!

OH WELL ..

.. BUHBYE RIAH :D